Why are you still doing this what do you even want i swear to god im gonna give up soon if i don’t get clarity
Never discredit your gut instinct. You’re not being paranoid. Your body can pick up vibrations, some better than others, and if something deep inside you says something’s not right about a person or situation, trust it and keep it pushing.
you ARE going to be okay, everything will work out, have a great day. xx
You need to forget the past, because you live in the present. Really, just take a few deep breaths, you're amazing, people love you and you're not a bother. You're cute, pretty, awesome, really you're just a cupcake and I love you
I love you too, you’re a real dear. Thanks for your support :)
Okay breathe in and out. Breathe in and out. I’m not as bad as i seem. I’m okay. I’m gonna be okay. I need to be- no I’m gonna be okay.
Shhh, breathe deep and calm down. Everything's going to be fine. What makes you think you bother people so much?
I don’t know i honestly just think that people hate me and i hate myself for thinking like that because i wanna be a positive person that helps people and doesnt burden them with negativity do that makes me so scared and i think it’s just past experiences from only a few years ago that maybe are still too imprinted in my brain forcing me to think i bother everyone idk i just don’t know
I’m being sucked in I’m being sucked in by the hole i can actually see it coming for me and im too scared to stop it i need to open up more but the hole wants to swallow me whole
I’m literally having the biggest mental fucking breakdown since a year or so i hope to god this won’t turn into a panic attack
I literally feel like my mind is on the edge of an explosion
What the fuck is happening
I wanna evaporate and become a star so i can be a really tiny pretty thing that only comes out once in a while and doesn’t bother people by being really really small and part of a big whole and i just dont want to bother i only bother